the upset

i do have such a good life. one might be so bold to say i am truly blessed. but i still get so sad. there is something really wrong with that.

miami's defense is just blowing away vick. glad i'm not a ucla fan though. horrible, horrible for them. this game is a joke now.
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mount vernon is very lovely. washington was an extremely lucky man. probably a ton of work though. and the fall colors don't get better than this. went with natalie cook from work which was okay i guess. just added more places for me to get lost trying to get from and to her place. better than going alone i suppose. finally at ted's montana grill. amazing menu. i seem to get treated very different than i would if i were with others. not only here, but noticeably everywhere else too. i'm about ready to go home. still have another month and a half though. mom will be here in two weeks which i'm actually really excited for. the lady would die to see mt. vernon. trees will probably be all dead by then, so unfortunately she won't get the same effect.

two nights ago had an interesting late night excursion through the streets of dc. involves a place called five, a girl named candice, a guy named jack, dancing, and an early morning line for tree lighting tickets. it was a long night.

i really want to see a movie tonight. saw 2? jarhead? we'll see. thanksgiving is coming. i'm sure k won't be here and i don't know if i want to go home. i know there will be options out here with this person or that, but why do i have to go and eat at someone's? it's just dinner. why can't we all get together next week and do dinner? i'd probably rather go to chipotle or something, even though everyone will just feel sorry for me if i were to do that. probably the only reason i will end up eating with people is to please them so they don't feel bad. seems like the wrong reasons to get with people for thanksgiving. it's not like these people are family though. like i think i've said before, most aren't even friends, but acquaintances. ended up getting the montana bison burger. had cheddar, bbq, ham, and delicious bison. fries excellente and drinks are always good. not happy they charged me for a side of bbq, but overall i was impressed. nice early 20's cali-western feel to it.

how does fiddy have a new song out each week?

i'm being very irresponsible right now. should be at home doing the usual laundry, working out, and getting ready for another week of work. instead i'm waiting for my 6:40 movie to start. p.s. also stuffing my face with an icee and m&m's.

this place tells you to turn off your cell phone 4 times before the movie starts. kiss kiss bang bang looks kinda hokey. unless i hear great things about it, prolly won't go for it. stole kill bill music too. usher? no thanks. underworld evolution looks okay, but that means i'd have to see the first, which looked gay. so no. slither?!?! won't make more than $20 million, if that. final destination 3 is worthless, unless you want to see more stupid ways to die. hostel looks good.

Saw 2 (2005): here we go. i always regret scary movies. i saw the cameraman's reflection, hinting that they rushed to throw this movie together. i hate bad/unrealistic police procedures, and this movie is loaded with them. i don't understand why cancer man would bring back the druggy since she passed the first test. kind of jacked up since she was one of the few that was successful and followed his rules. okay well that answers that question. needles needles needles. for once i can't even bare to watch. seriously feel like puking. the wahlbergs are great. i'm more keen on marky mark, but donny is good too. too many squirmy moments. it's good, but too much over acting as well. stick with the first one. the end scenes suck. movies like this should be made so we have to watch them over again. we don't need such an expansive recap. don't see. and when the third one comes out, don't see that either. [end of ryan's notebook]